Happy Holidays!

Although I have been somewhat remiss as far as writing and responding to comments I have been following much via e mail. I do wish to express the gratitude I have for all that share here and in our world. I thank you all and wish you the very best of the holidays for you and your families where ever you may be. 20131223_144432


The picture is part of a painting I did for my daughter and was appropriate for the seson.


Thank you for allowing me to share here with you I should have a poem or two in the next few days. Thank you for sharing your smiles and love and making our world a better place for all we share it with! Happy Holidays!

My Friend….

I sit cold and alone

My freezing heart turning to stone

I reached for your hand in despair

It wasn’t there

I slip into the abyss

No longer wanted or being missed

In the darkness I reach for the light

Overwhelmed I choose not to fight

Forsaken as I feel

I know God is real

I ask in genuine humility

Help me take away the pain

Let me live again

With love as my friend

Thank you all for your time and your smiles… I had to just let it out! I am happy, spiritual, and living!

Leap… a poem

Standing at the place

where creation and oblivion meet

churning imperturbably

beneath my feet

The fool the wild card

Feet on the ground

Head in the sky

am I

Empty space abounds

Darkness within surrounds

My heart beat the only sound

Peace my soul has found

Waiting for the clarity

The mist the fog is what I still see

Not worrying yet wondering

what should my choice be

Every day begins a new

Start it not by being blue

Knowing my heart

will steer me true

There is no name for the place I stand

No destination no solid plan

Trusting in the universe

To take my hand

The edge in front so steep

The one behind not open to me

I stare into the abyss

Ready to leap

Knowing I will land on my feet

Sewing what my heart reaps

Stepping into the place

Where oblivion and creation meet

Thank you for allowing me to share a thought or two. I do hope for all of you that celebrate Thanksgiving you had an awesome one. I have been resting and dissipating negative energy, much has been surrounding me recently. It is human I suppose to absorb some of that energy and it takes effort to convert that sometimes to positive.

The truth is that as I surrender to the Universe I have to be a being of positive energy and hold that powerful energy as I leap with humility and faith into the abyss. I can live or keep being a slave of sorts, I have chosen to live. Trust is one of those things that I have been learning and observing over the course of my life. I spent the last few days changing diapers and watching one of my grand daughters. An infant blindly trusts that it will be taken care of. I have learned and enjoyed learning from many children in my life especially infants… In the universe and the spiritual world I am an infant as it were and as I leap into the unknown I accept and trust with blind faith that the Universe will lead me where I need to go to live my dreams and be me.

Thank you for taking the time to read my posts and for being the change positive our world so needs. Share a smile and share your love and help our world become a better place for all we share it with. Thank you again for your support and your smiles.